Missing my Daddy.....

Well...Today makes on year since my daddy passed away, and it has been rough. I have not been dealing with it very well at all this year. As most girls...I was a Daddys girl, but our relationship went beyond that. My daddy was one of my best friends. When I was feeling down, he was the one to lift me up and make me feel better. Now that he is gone I really don't feel like i have anyone to rely on..I know I have several friends that are there for me, but nothing like my daddy.  I miss him so much. Hopefully I will be able to come out of this depression and get better but right now it is soo hard. Most of my other family had shut me out for whatever reason so I cant really turn to any of them. i feel like I am so alone in the world. I have my husband now, but sometimes, as much as I love him I dont think he really understand. He trys so hard to comfort me and make me feel better and I love him so much more for that but I think this is something that I am going to have to get over on my own. This Christmas was defantily the hardest. Maybe 2011 will be a btter year. At least that is what Im hoping............. 

This song was a song that my daddy said was his song from him to me!! Makes me cry EVERYTIME i hear it.